For this post. I want to write in English. Why? Just to make a different. And to improve my English and for my blogger visitors. Hopefully this will make all of you out there will be entertain. ;) And if I have making mistakes in my writing,just let me know okay and the most important things, if you dont like my post,just step away bitch? I dont need forcing somebody to like me but I wish I could. For today, its just be the same day like usually,just make it different because today is SUNDAY. Not MONDAY OR FRIDAY. Dont get what it mean? The different just the way we spell the day. Hahaha. Just wanna share some stories of my love. I was addicted with one of the girls in this world. Addicted? Dont think dirty ok. Do you want to know? Who? Why? Lets it be secret first. That be the most miracle in the world. Before this,I dont get what mean by Love and thinking the sucks of the Love. Now, for sure,sometimes when I closed my eyes and it will flashback our memory together. But I wish that I could bring her back in my life. I cant get it, and its imposibble for me and I also would not bring any hope on her. I wish God listen to my heart. There nothing important for you, outsiders. Just wanna make my heart stop bleeding. Dont know what way that I could make it stop bleeding. I was trapped in this cases. Very big cases and I hate it. It make me blame myself everytime I thinking about her. I was trying to keep her with me and its can be okay if I make her leaving me but the horrible things are I dont get the way that I could forget her. Thats the most horrible things in my life. She was like my shadow. Everytime I walking or running she will be on my side. Before this, I like the way she threat me and of course the way she love me but for now, I cannot put her behind. I am confusing. She was traitor but in the same time, I cannot leave her go. Why???? WTF happen to me. God, please help me. I am very small. I cannot go through in this. She take my heart and then she dissapear. I hate the miracle in love! Very2 much. Sorry if I use a bad words in my posts. I want to let her go! I want her to be with me! How could I can get the two things in the same ways???? I can't! I hate this part. If I let her, its will make my heart stop beating. Its just a worst condition in my life. F**king worst. Hopefully, one day I would forget her and bring new shine in my life. Insyaallah, God will be always on our side.
P/S : Dont need anyone to judge me. Lets me and myself only.